sometimes i wanna just crawl in my closet and hide from my life

i've decided that i hate my life no im not suicidal i dnt want to be some dumb statistic and some memorial at my school and ppl i never talked to talking about how i touched them bc i was always smiling bc thts just stupid to kill yourself but i do hate my life so ive decided to write up an alternate lifee bc i dnt rele have a life...

so theres this one girl and i dnt get it everyone seems to like revolve around her i rele dnt get it shes an attention seeker thts very dramatic she has completely changed and everyone is confused about who she is now get over her! shes not worth your time anymore yes everyone is going to read this and be like who but im not going to tell you bc ik wayyy too many ppl tht are caught up on her tht im close to and i dnt want to hurt them but you rele gotta get over herrrr

o friends........

you gotta have the guts
to speak up for yourself
because you have to you got to
you have no choice but to
Listen to yourself
and speak out your mind
you gotta have the guts to say it
now don't delay it
now speak up lets be heard
what do you have to say
Wat are you gonna do about it
Now that you said it
don't regret it you meant it
keep your head held high
and don't listen to them
they're nothing you shouldn't even speak to them
You are yourself
now don't change that
im sry but you needed to hear that
now speak up lets be heard
what do you have to say
Wat are you gonna do about it
Now that you said it
don't regret it you meant it
nobody is the same these days
trust is hard to find
but when you find it
keep it and don't ever leave it
because you might not ever
find it again

so i was texting a bunch of ppl and i realized tht none of them were girls....or closer to my age.....

im rele sick of ppl talking about how they lost each as friends via formspring and blog......like we all need to talk like badd so lets all hang outt :)